situation, problem, question...

lets say theres a person that you love allot and hate just as much...and though he/she pops up in your head every once in a while, its pretty much been over an year since u really thought about him/her...and then,.. the night before new year, you have an unbelievably realistic dream of you and him/her talking over the phone..after you wake up, you feel like his/her voice is still in your head...

so here's the problem...its gonna be new year tonight and you know you can totally cover this up with a fake act and your friends wouldn't even have a clue...but no one would really want that now would they ?!?

so here's the question...if you were in this situation, what would you do to escape from all of it and "really" enjoy new year with no "fakeness" attached?

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the past!

a song i use to sing for her

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memories of someone...hmm :)

hmm....havent heard this song in a long time...and i finally heard it today..reminded me of one of the koolest gals i've met in my life...and she loves this song...so this ones dedicated to u!

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hmmm....

some songs u just dont wanna hear anymore...but no matter how depressed u'll get when u listen to them,...every once in a while..u'll just play it! to remind yourself of everything you've been through...how u got to where u are now...and once ur done listenin, you start wondering why the fuck u did that! cuz now ur gona be all depressed...i wonder why music affect us so strongly...or maybe its just me :/ aaaaaaaah! fuck this!

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for the breakup'ers'

a 'Good' song for a 'Bad' breakup!

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crazy!

somebody pleeeezzz!!! save me..i'm goin nuts on this lil piece of land they call a resort!!!! bwaaaagghh O_o sleeep after doin the same stuff...wake up to the same stuff..how do these ppl stay sane in resorts!!! uhh..guys..dont be surprised if i act all "duhhhh du huhhhh" after i come back on 20th...seriously!! i'm startin to have illusions! O_O freakyyy...

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