balaaeh! :/

what is it with some gals thesedays huh?!? its like they enjoy getting hurt or something..they'll find one of'em badass guys and fall in love with'em..not just normal love..i'm talkin about the crazy typo love! O_o

what drives me friggin mad is the fact that..even after the guy treats her like crap, cheats on her,..says the meanest things at her,...still! she'll either run after him or give him a second chance..like what the hell~!!...dont you know that if he did it once, he'll do it again?!?!

and here's the part where i completely loose it! after i talk to them and prove them wrong, they'll come up with the cherry that goes on top of their stuuuuupid cake!.., "you wont understand...its not like how you say it is"...OKAIII! then please! make me understand! how is it like~!?~! and yet, they cant explain it...and when they come to this point...they'll drop their million dollar line! "dhen i dont know.." O_o

and to everyone who havent got the message...what i'm trying to say is,...sure! i'm your friend..but if ur gona come crying to me over dumbass senseless shit like i mentioned above,..dont think i'm gona say crap like "it's gona be alright and blah blah..." it happened to u cuz u intensionally let it happen and you know it! so just deal with it!

and now..a lil prayer "God!...please!..a girl who makes sense!..my kingdom for a girl who makes sense!"

PS - sowy for the language...

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just so you know!

I'm not lost! Just undiscovered!

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situation, problem, question...

lets say theres a person that you love allot and hate just as much...and though he/she pops up in your head every once in a while, its pretty much been over an year since u really thought about him/her...and then,.. the night before new year, you have an unbelievably realistic dream of you and him/her talking over the phone..after you wake up, you feel like his/her voice is still in your head...

so here's the problem...its gonna be new year tonight and you know you can totally cover this up with a fake act and your friends wouldn't even have a clue...but no one would really want that now would they ?!?

so here's the question...if you were in this situation, what would you do to escape from all of it and "really" enjoy new year with no "fakeness" attached?

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the past!

a song i use to sing for her

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memories of someone...hmm :)

hmm....havent heard this song in a long time...and i finally heard it today..reminded me of one of the koolest gals i've met in my life...and she loves this song...so this ones dedicated to u!

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hmmm....

some songs u just dont wanna hear anymore...but no matter how depressed u'll get when u listen to them,...every once in a while..u'll just play it! to remind yourself of everything you've been through...how u got to where u are now...and once ur done listenin, you start wondering why the fuck u did that! cuz now ur gona be all depressed...i wonder why music affect us so strongly...or maybe its just me :/ aaaaaaaah! fuck this!

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for the breakup'ers'

a 'Good' song for a 'Bad' breakup!

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